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The lesson was that apparently adulthood was a riot of kinky sex! It wasn't evident from the grey, dreary-looking lives of the adults around us but according to our new reading material they spent the hours when we were at school or sleeping engaging in light bondage and having orgies in stuck elevators.

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Two or three of the girls and a boy we were friends with wound up hiding in the girls' bathroom at school (this was a chilled-out Montessori-ish school, with lots of free periods for hiding in the bathroom and reading porn), learning about how naked men liked to rest their semi-erect penises on any available furniture for photographic purposes, the gross things our moms and dads got up to when we weren't looking, and all the things that apparently happened when you grew up and had next door neighbors and delivery people coming over all the time to have sex with you. In or around the sixth grade, my friend Betty got ahold of some Playgirls, as well as Penthouse Letters, The Joy of Hairy 1970s Sex and The Happy, Descriptive Hooker. Now I will embarrass myself by sharing a story.

Nevertheless, I have no interest in seeing Mr. Thanks, Playgirl, for being an early and memorable milestone on this journey. I've come a long way since that day, over 20 years ago. The next morning, I wrapped it up in my trash bag, tucked down so it was hidden, and took the trash out to the dumpster two dorms away from mine, as if it were a murder weapon. I hid it from my roommate and any other eyes until I could go down to the basement of the dorm and look at it. I avoided eye contact with him, paid the money and took it back to my dorm room. He slowly turned around, picked up the magazine and placed it on the counter. I cleared my throat and said, louder and more clearly than I'd intended, 'Playgirl.' He turned back to me and asked, ' Which one?' He caught himself up short as he registered what I'd said. He turned and began reaching for the Playboy as if by habit. Under my breath, I muttered, 'I'd like a Playgirl, please', gesturing to the magazine behind the counter. The clerk, a stereotypically pimply guy about my age, looked at me and prompted 'Yes?' I finally screwed up the courage to walk into a corner store - it was late in the evening - and stand in line until it was my turn at the checkout stand. This was back before Internet, kids, before all the porn you'd ever want and more was available with just a few clicks. I was 18 in the mid-1980s, a freshman in college and the product of an extremely conservative Southern upbringing, still trying to come to grips with being gay. I guess I owe the magazine a small debt of gratitude along the way.